Fanny's beauty shines out in her portraits...

Is she not just the most wondrously beautiful woman you've ever seen?

You know what I like best about fall?

I love all the nighttime and evening bug sounds that just totally encompass the nigh air. The wailful choirs of gnats, the singing of the hedge-crickets... it's all just so beautiful! Everything about fall just represents so many calm feelings to me. It is, after all, the human season when a man becomes content to look on mists in idleness.

Ah, Autumn...

I wrote Fanny a letter today!!!

I didn't have any good news for her though. : (

Just putting my pen down to paper while I'm thinking of her makes me feel happy, though... <3

I hate sitting for portraits

I would hope they would be a means of preservation of my life on this earth after I die, but really, who wants to be remembered with a piece of crap like this?







Charles, you really have to work on finding me better portrait-painters. This last one seems to think I'm an infant or something.

Literary Critics : (

Although I try not to let it get me down, because my poetry is for me, those literary critics are just so mean! I had the displeasure of reading a review of "La Belle Dame Sans Merci" and you know what it said? "Utter garbage." That's all! Nothing else but "utter garbage." Did I really tie in the themes so thoroughly that they were undecipherable? Here, I will post a copy for you all to read:

Ah, what can ail thee, wretched wight,
Alone and palely loitering;
The sedge is wither'd from the lake,
And no birds sing.

Ah, what can ail thee, wretched wight,
So haggard and so woe-begone?
The squirrel's granary is full,
And the harvest's done.

I see a lily on thy brow,
With anguish moist and fever dew;
And on thy cheek a fading rose
Fast withereth too.

I met a lady in the meads
Full beautiful, a faery's child;
Her hair was long, her foot was light,
And her eyes were wild.

I set her on my pacing steed,
And nothing else saw all day long;
For sideways would she lean, and sing
A faery's song.

I made a garland for her head,
And bracelets too, and fragrant zone;
She look'd at me as she did love,
And made sweet moan.

She found me roots of relish sweet,
And honey wild, and manna dew;
And sure in language strange she said,
I love thee true.

She took me to her elfin grot,
And there she gaz'd and sighed deep,
And there I shut her wild sad eyes--
So kiss'd to sleep.

And there we slumber'd on the moss,
And there I dream'd, ah woe betide,
The latest dream I ever dream'd
On the cold hill side.

I saw pale kings, and princes too,
Pale warriors, death-pale were they all;
Who cry'd--"La belle Dame sans merci
Hath thee in thrall!"

I saw their starv'd lips in the gloam
With horrid warning gaped wide,
And I awoke, and found me here
On the cold hill side.

And this is why I sojourn here
Alone and palely loitering,
Though the sedge is wither'd from the lake,
And no birds sing.

Is is not obviously about the undeniable power a beautiful lady can have on a man, regardless of his status or stature? How she is able to destroy his life in one fell swoop by the withdrawal of her love? The beauty of nature? I personally liked the many metaphors relating to flowers, but I suppose it is all lost on them.

Oh, how I love my dear Fanny, my very own faery of the meads....